Our divorce is like a ghost that haunts me every night.
I miss you.
I never doubted my love
when we got married.
Even today, I don’t. I miss you.
Never is a word that I have removed from my vocabulary on the day
that I realized that Never Thinking About You Again was just not possible.
Marriage was easy, divorce wasn’t.
Moving on was easy,
but missing you isn’t.
Missing my ex-husband is a feeling that conflicts with my reality.
In fact, it is such a strong feeling
that it often makes me question my reality.
There is nothing I can say or do
that will change our bitter past,
but there is something
I can say that might change our bitter future
We have both moved on in life.
But let’s not forget where we came from.
It hurts to think that our marriage did not work out.
But it hurts more to realize that I can’t stop missing you.
Our marriage wasn’t the biggest mistake of my life.
It was a wonderful journey
which was brought to an abrupt end by fate and destiny.
Weeks,
months and years have gone by since the day
we signed those divorce papers.
But the memory of our marriage still lingers
around in my mind like a scented vapor.
We were perfect,
but we just weren’t perfect for each other.
Life will move on but I will never forget my past.
The beautiful memories of us will always last.
I don’t think about you like I did before.
But I still think about you,
something I never thought I would do.
I don’t mind the fact
that I will never be able to forgive you.
But it is bothering me that I still can’t forget you.
Our marriage may have ended
but I can never forget the person with whom it all started.
There is nothing that can change the fact
that we are now divorced and separated.
but there is something that changed how i used to hate you.
i miss you.
You are not the only person I miss.
I also miss the person that I was when you were around.
There are some people
who come into your life and wreck it apart.
Even then you miss them
because the love was more intense than the wreckage.
In my life, that person is you. I miss you.
Our paths may never cross again
and our destinies may never meet,
but I will always be just a phone call away
when you need me. I miss you.
I forgot to read the fine print on our marriage certificate
which said ‘Beware of a cheating husband
