Until now I had always thought that living your dreams
is the hardest thing to do in life. But it isn’t, accepting reality is.
I miss you.
My heart still thinks that our marriage
ought to be given a second chance
but my mind knows that it will never work out.
While my heart and mind battle it out until my last breath,
I just want to let you know that I miss you.
We loved,
we argued,
we cried,
we fought,
we divorced
I wouldn’t change a thing.
Divorce broke my heart,
life has driven us apart.
I am now your ex-wife,
but I miss you sometimes
because you were once my entire life.
I never knew that I would be saying
I Hate You and I Miss You to the same person,
who was once my husband.
Sometimes I sit and wonder
when I look outside my window,
how my marriage with a wonderful man came to a crumbling end.
Life can sometimes be so amazing and sometimes so cruel.
But it is what it is and we must all move on.
Our marriage
my life’s most beautiful memory
and worst nightmare at the same time.
Before you leave,
let me stock up on the two most important things
that’ll keep me going while you’re gone your hugs and your kisses.
I love to hate you.
I hate that I loved you.
But I still miss you.
Different jobs,
different homes,
different suburbs,
different routines,
different lives
everything between us has changed except one thing
we have same history.
The difference between you and me is
that our divorce was just a chapter in your life’s book
whereas it was the End in mine.
Our wedding day was pristine and so beautiful.
Our married lives were loving and so perfect.
Everything became bitter and sour,
because of your carelessness and neglect.
You never bothered to show even a little bit of care.
Not once, did you ever show respect.
You have totally changed as a person,
which is why our marriage has been wrecked.
You hated me for what I did,
not for who I was.
But I will always respect you for what you were
and the person that you are yet to be.
First I loved you, now I respect you.
First I adored you, now I admire you.
First I cared for you, now I think of you.
Through all of this,
I have missed you.
Our divorce was the worst thing
that could happen to us.
But the lessons of life it taught
was the best thing that could happen to us.
The most unfortunate part of our divorce is that in reality,
there are no winners.
I don’t care about my heartbreak
because our children are the real losers.
Distance does to love,
what time does to memories.
Sometimes it can make it stronger,
sometimes it can make it fade away.
All these years have taught me one important lesson in life
no matter how much i move on, i will never be able to completely
forget the woman who i once loving called my wife. i miss you.
On the day that you walked away,
you completely shattered my life.
You make me regret every moment,
that I lived as your wife.
Not even time can heal my wounds,
because they are so deep.
I may pretend to move on,
but my heart will forever weep.
You forgot all the vows and the promises.
You forgot all the love and care.
You forgot all the little things that matter.
You forgot all your duties and responsibilities.
I hate you for taking things so lightly,
I hate you for making us drift apart.
I hate you for being so selfish.
I hate you for mercilessly breaking my heart.
